Yup, that is right... it has been a year today since my engagement was broken off. Now last year I had the impression that by today I would either be a) married or b) completely over him and moved on... WRONG! Due to the unfortunate fact that I can generally only get over a boy by dating another boy and I haven't let myself date another boy for fear of losing any chance I had with Brian. So thus I am still basically in the same situation as last year. Pathetic I know. But I am now actually working on it. I have removed myself from his presence and will hopefully begin to move on.... I am still having a terribly terrible day and have yet to get out of bed. So yup, here are some things that remind me of the way I am feeling right now.
Flyin'
Emerson Hart
So I took your hand and you took mine
And we waltzed together in time
But looking back I guess I didn't know
That I was in love and you were letting go
It's funny how your mind plays tricks on you
Seemed like the higher and higher we flew
You took off and I was made of stone
I was made of stone
Here comes the wind let your string unwind
Run as fast as you can in your mind
Back to a place that you never forgot
Before everything was lost
I don't remember when we ran out of rope
When we did we lost all hope
And we just stood there cryin'
That what's we learned about flyin'
Emerson Hart
So I took your hand and you took mine
And we waltzed together in time
But looking back I guess I didn't know
That I was in love and you were letting go
It's funny how your mind plays tricks on you
Seemed like the higher and higher we flew
You took off and I was made of stone
I was made of stone
Here comes the wind let your string unwind
Run as fast as you can in your mind
Back to a place that you never forgot
Before everything was lost
I don't remember when we ran out of rope
When we did we lost all hope
And we just stood there cryin'
That what's we learned about flyin'
Lost
by Arielle
Lost
I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closer
I don’t know where I stand
I don’t know what you want from me
Or if you care at all
Your words lash out and hurt
Then lovingly draw me in
I don’t know what you want from me
Do you want this to end
Don’t turn tables
Or place this on me
Just come out and tell me
What it is you want
I can’t read minds
I don’t know where I stand
Are you pushing me away
Or are you going to finally let me in
Maybe Tomorrow
by Emma
When I think about what we used to be,
I cry and cry in spite of me.
It just seems crazy that was just last year,
Just last year I barely cried one tear.
Now I'm just hoping maybe tomorrow,
Maybe tomorrow there'll be no more sorrow.
Maybe tomorrow you'll give me a glance,
Maybe tomorrow you'll give me one last chance.
Maybe tomorrow you'll give me a call,
Maybe tomorrow I won't cry at all.
Maybe tomorrow you'll hug me tight,
Maybe tomorrow you'll kiss me good night.
Maybe tomorrow you'll take back my heart,
Maybe you'll give me a brand new start.
I'm living with dreams that won't come true,
For you will never love me as I love you.
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